I miss you.
You know when you have this one person, that you try to forget, but they just keep popping up in you head every now and again and it just sucks balls. yeah thats exactly what just happened to me, i too am a victim of brain torment. Now the thing that sucks most, is this person has just compleatly dropped me, but yet im still stuck within that persons friend group. so its hard to forget, cha naw brah?
so then theres more, naturally. I don’t even know how to feel anymore! i don’t know where to put all my emotions, because im so confused about who i am and who i want to be and who im not trying to be like. and its just crazy. plain and simple crazy. so then all my emotions are all messed up and like i feel as if i don’t feel anything towards anything anymore and its so stressful because im trying to be how i always am and..its just not working. i have the wrong reactions to things more and more, and its like well wtf mate.
theres only 4 things that are definite.
i love my friends.
i love my bestfriend.
i love art.
i love my mentors.
